A little group of us were sitting on narrow benches in a
crowded little chapel at six in the morning. We were visiting the hospital of
the Evangelical Lutheran Church of Namibia at Onipa, a few miles south of the
Angolan border. The hospital staff, as many as could take the time, were crowded
together for the daily devotional. Outside, the heat of the Kalahari Desert was
beginning to be felt. Across the road lay the ruins of the church’s bombed-out
printing press, which had been their great pride and hope. In the distance
could be heard the engines of the dreaded South African army “hippos,” huge
armored trucks that roamed everywhere, looking for anything “suspicious.”
A single doctor was in charge of the medical care of the hospital’s
patient population of over 400. The relatives and friends of the patients, who
had sometimes carried them long distances across the sand and wastelands, were
camped in improvised huts and tents all around the hospital grounds. Everyone
was in a state of exhaustion. Medicine was scarce. Little sicknesses and
infections became big troubles. Food was in short supply. Help was willing, but
untrained. Terror and death were at one’s elbow at every turn… and there was
not relief in sight.
The doctor rose for a word of greeting. I don’t remember all
of what he said because his first words were so surprising, “I love this place!”
The majesty of his words moves me to this day. It was a Christmas statement, a
statement of identity, of live, of attachment, a statement that was exactly appropriate.
With those words, he freed those who depended on him from any obligation except
that they might welcome his love. It was love that kept him at Onipa and
Ondonguea, and all the impoverished children of God. He did not see his work as
an arduous duty, but as something that satisfied hi heart. We didn’t need to
laud his sense of duty; we could simply celebrate and wonder at his love.
Jesus looked at our sorry world and said in effect, “I love this
place… I will never leave you nor forsake you. I am with you always.” Christmas
has many things to say. Few are as rich and clear and unmistakable as what
brought Jesus to the manger that midnight clear, his matchless love for this
place and all of us in it. When you know that you are loved like that, there
can be comfort and joy even in the hardest and most uncertain of times.
Go with God,
Pastor Jansen
Such a great reflection - going to add it to Facebook.
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